3/1/20
Dear Diary,

My name is Sophia (I know, duh), and I am just a girl looking for something. I know it wasn't very poetic, but I am looking for so many things, that it makes it so hard to find exactly what, I guess I am just looking to truly know myself. That is such a weird thing to say, but how well do we truly know ourselves?
I know that I am impulsive (please check how my first entry wasn't an introduction but a thought, because I decided yesterday that I would start writing so I jumped head first. I swear one of these days the head will break), I love to have discussions about everything and anything, specially philosophical ones, I know I like to help because it makes me feel worth of being in this world, I know I smile a lot (everyone at work comments about it), I smile even when inside it's dark, and I guess I know I love to love, and I do love with a passion.
I know a lot about myself, but there is even more things that I do not know. I just finish my degree, and naturally that was the time when I started wondering about all other different degrees that maybe I should have chosen. I do not know what I want to do with my life, I do not even know the point of living, what are we actually here doing (sorry, the philosophy coming out again). I just mean that I wish i knew myself, do other people ever feel like that? Sometimes I think I am the only one (egocentric I know), but I feel like people are always inquiring about the outside world but never about their own selves. Maybe if we knew ourselves better, we would know the world better.
Oh, I almost forgot, the other thing I know about myself is that I love to read! I used to read a lot when I was little, but as I grew up, I sadly stopped. Around 2 years ago I read this series called Vampire Academy by Richelle Mead, and I haven't stopped since. When I am off I tend to read one book a day, when I am working it is more difficult because I do long shifts so I spent 12.5 hours at work. Another important thing about myself is that I am a huge potterhead! I love anything Harry Potter related, maybe one day I will show my Harry Potter shelf.
Anyway, I guess that's me diary, simply Sophia.
P.S.: Still reading the same amazing book as yesterday since I worked today, and because it's winter, it was so busy that I didn't even have all my breaks, thus not being able to finish it.