5th Jan 2020
Dear diary,

Today I went out with some friends, and I mentioned about my new project (leaving my imprint in the vast world of the internet), and she asked if I could give her a shout out even though I did not tell her the name of my blog, so thank you E for all of the happy memories!
Life is so full of happy moments when we stop and take time to think about it, but it seems as if we focus so much in all the past, present and future problems, that we forget about the happy ones. And that's when people like E are necessary in our lives. E never focuses on the negative and dark thoughts, she always sees the world in a good lighting, she finds the lightness even in the darkest of times (I know, I know, I am a geek). We need more people like E in this world, people that makes us forget about what we can't change, and makes us feel positive about what we can. E is like a mermaid (which she actually believes they exist, she is so precious :3 ), she is one of a kind, and in this world that is what we most need.
Anyway, I've done the shout out she asked and even more, so let me tell you about the rest of the day. Because of my friends, I decided this year I would like to start exercising routinely as I had done in the past, not running since I hate it, but a type of exercise that bring me happiness. I was thinking something like pole dancing for fitness, but I dunno if my parents will be happy about it. I feel like I should start taking a firm rein of my life, and what better way than to be in charge of my body. That does not mean that if I don't exercise, I will not be in charge of my body, it just means that I always felt more in charge when I pushed myself to the limit, and exercise provides me that. I hope I actually go through with it, since sometimes I let myself procrastinate too much and don't go through with what I originally planned. Only time will tell!
By the way, my graduation is next week and I just thought about it, so I will need to buy a dress and get everything set for next week. I wish I was like one of those people that just know what works with their bodies, but I guess that only comes with trial and error. I think I will be going with my mum shopping for the dresses since she is always honest if they look good or not, because let's be honest, the last thing we need is to go with someone that says you look lovely even when you don't, and then you look like a Shar Pei (if you haven't seen one, then you definitely need to google it and you will understand what I mean).
Lastly, I have been binge reading the series I mentioned yesterday and I am already on the 4th book! I am loving it! I reccomend it to everyone.